September is such a bitter sweet time for me. I try to think of "My Day" the day that was suppsoed to be the happiest day of my life, my wedding but I just can't put happiness and bliss into it. All it reminds me of is Aunt Linda and Serena. And that terrible scream I heard from mom upstairs when she got the phone call. And Peach's message on my phone. Nothing seems the same. It's just like we all pretend it's ok because there is no choice. I have trouble going to the grave site Lin, but I know you know how often we have a conversation. I just still can't believe it happened. The fire that just happened with the 3 babies in it all by themselves------say a prayer for them, another terrible tragedy. Bless their hearts!